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27
Jan
26
200F6 (Two thousand and fucking six)

6 years have passed since this photo was taken. I was on my second year of uni. Probably the best one of my schooling life. Life was rich in flavours and aromas of that post-teen/pre-adulthood excitement and I was trying to make the most of it. I spent this whole evening going through gigabytes of old photographs documenting the rise and fall. Looking at these visual memories makes me angry and frightened for some reason. Don’t ask me what went wrong.
I think I hate growing old.
Jan
26
Dear everyone, I’m going back to uni and I’m doing this course…
Beyoncé as a Political Figure?
Rutgers Ph.D. student who teaches course on celebrity says artist provides perspective on race, gender, sexuality
Beyoncé is known as a performer, fashion designer, Jay-Z’s missus, and arguably the most famous new mom in the world. But should she also be considered a social change agent?
Kevin Allred, a doctoral student and lecturer in Rutgers’ Department of Women’s and Gender Studies, where he teaches “Politicizing Beyoncé,” thinks so – though, he says, the artist may not be “political” in the traditional sense of the word.
“This isn’t a course about Beyoncé’s political engagement or how many times she performed during President Obama’s inauguration weekend,” he says. Rather, the performer’s music and career are used as lenses to explore American race, gender, and sexual politics. Allred pairs Beyoncé’s music videos and lyrics with readings from the Black feminist canon, including the writings of bell hooks, Alice Walker, and even abolitionist Sojourner Truth.
“Politicizing Beyoncé” emerged from Allred’s four semesters teaching Women’s Studies 101 at Rutgers, during which he and his students, both male and female, often discussed the thin line Beyoncé walks as a sex kitten-cum-girl power role model.
“She certainly pushes boundaries,” Allred says. “While other artists are simply releasing music, she’s creating a grand narrative around her life, her career, and her persona.”
Course topics include the extent of Beyoncé’s control over her own aesthetic, whether her often half-naked body is empowered or stereotypical, and her more racy performances as her alter ego, “Sasha Fierce.” In-class discussions often lead to other vocalists, including Billie Holiday, Nina Simone, Lady Gaga, and contemporary musicians who embrace the soul singing tradition like Adele and the late Amy Winehouse.
More academics are beginning to explore race, gender, and sexual politics through popular culture and bring such discourse into their classrooms. Georgetown University professor Michael Eric Dyson offers a similar course, “The Sociology of Hip-Hop: The Theodicy of Jay-Z,” on Beyoncé’s rapper husband.
Allred welcomes conversation about the course, particularly from those who question the relevance of intellectual study of pop stars. “It’s important to shift students away from simply being consumers of media toward thinking more critically about what they’re engaging on a regular basis,” he says. “When students don’t respond to theory or dense readings, it’s often easier to see things play out in the world around them.”
A folk singer/songwriter and owner of an independent record label, Gutter Folk Records, Allred was initially drawn to Beyoncé’s work after listening to her second solo album, B’Day. He notes a raw quality in the technical production of the album, over which Beyoncé is said to have had total creative control.
“It wasn’t as polished as her first and subsequent albums,” Allred says of B’Day. “You can even hear her breathing on the tracks, which is normally edited out. I wondered, ‘Why would you record a vocal to stand out in that way?’”
Allred’s desire to merge his passion for music traditions with his interest in the politics of race, gender, and sexuality in the United States emerged during his undergraduate and graduate studies. He holds two degrees in American Studies – a bachelor’s from Utah State University and a master’s from the University of Massachusetts Boston.
As a doctoral candidate at Rutgers, he is currently writing his dissertation on the ways black female performers manipulate their vocal qualities, including tone, timbre, and pitch.
Growing up a white gay male in a relatively homogenous community in Utah, Allred spent a lot of time in the library. There, he discovered black feminist texts, including the works of Audre Lorde, Octavia Butler, and Toni Morrison.
“Their work resonated with me in ways that other content hadn’t,” Allred says of the black feminist scholars. “I found myself identifying with their writing because racism, sexism, homophobia, and privilege are larger systems under which we all operate.”
Allred only assigns his students writings by black women for “Politicizing Beyoncé” as black feminism is an academic discipline replete with identity politics.
“Of course, there are people who’ll say, ‘You’re not black. You’re not a woman,’” he says of his research and teaching interest. “It’s something I’m always questioning and staying aware of so as not to overstep any bounds or make any claims for a group that I don’t belong to. It’s a fine line and I want to remain respectful of that.”
History books is where the Queen belongs!!

I think I might be a bit over-qualified for this course but I always loved being on top of my class!
Jan
26
One of The Albums

This is clearly going to be one of The Albums. I said before that what makes Lana Del Rey so singular is the marriage of her beauty with her sadness. The two are almost dependant on each other and unsurprisingly so they do magic together. Born to die is an entrancingly dramatic album, a moody sonic journey that tells a story of a doomed relationship. Every relationship that is. It’s hopeless yet hopeful. Harsh and blunt but soft and flimsy too. Lana goes on about the most contingent and accidental human experiences but then these songs are written and sung in such a transcendental way it is truly hard to define it. And I think that is the main point… when you can’t define an album then you have The Album.
Jan
25
Let’s clear the air on few things
Jan
25
5 to 5. Not even farmers do 5 to 5
These days I have completely fucked up my biological clock. Starting at 5 am every morning, I am barely awake 12 hours later. I need a serious nap. And then a serious dinner. And Lana’s album is downloading as I type, so I better have all my senses restored to the fullest before I listen to this alleged masterpiece.

Nite nite.
Jan
25
Jan
25
I swear I’m going to Kazakhstan this year
Here is The Altmay Metro in Kazakhstan. How splendid!!




